im sitting in fucken saturday school.

and it's fucking terrible!

and last night was also horrible..

cameron wont fucken pay attention too me, mom and i got into a hellatious fight...

and the whole time i thought some boys were different, i found out i was so wrong, and it hurts.

i just dont understand what im doing wrong.

or what im doing right and hes doing wrong.

it seems like everytime i hear the exact same story.

and thats exactly what it is.

a stupid fucking story.

lies.

i hate school.

You know what??

i have no fucken clue]

Why are girls so emotional, and sensitive?

who knows, But i hate it sometimes. When the dumbest things make you sad. And things that dont matter at all make you want to cry. And when your best friend is in need, you hurt as much as she does.when You dont get what you want, and it makes you mad. And how you go from happy to not in 2.5 secounds.

Aghhhhhhh!

today i went on the boat.

with my boyfriend&&Mother.

Very,very...different?

yes, different describes it all!

last night we had a sortof/kindof party... Cops got called, so i guess it was something;haha<3

I am SO happy. I am so happy. i am so happy. i am so happy.

I. AM. actually-all-around-happy-like-i-used-to-be.

And im Happy that im Happy<3

okay..so ive typed the word "happy" so many times..it looks funny, and sounds real fucken weird.

Well...

Me,ashley,kaylee,heather,&& cameron went to morgan's little birthday BBQ.

all in all, it sucked fucken cock.

All my redneck friends, suck.

who i used to like,  i DONT

But...whatever.

So, today i havent a thing planned for my day.

Im hoping kayla will come over, because were all getting a lot closer, And KAYLA; Im very proud of you. I Respect you, and look up too you a lot.

<3lindsey